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[09 Dec 2004|04:01pm]
Well, I haven't updated this bullshit in a long fucking time! The past three months have been alright. I quit dealing for a while because I ran out of shit and I was too lazy to go get more, but I started again today because I need money. A few weeeks ago I got busted for possesion. It wasn't a lot, just liek half a joint, but I have to go to court and shit, and thats bullshit. I've been living with my boyfriend Norm and he is fucking awesome. His friend told me he wants to propose, but I think he's fucking retarded. But things are going good with him. My ex best friend Gloria went crazy. She started "hating" me a while ago because supposedly I was talking shit about her. That was in late September, and we hadn't talked since last Sunday. She called me adn threatened to kill me because she said I called her friend a nigger. She's switching schools, so the next day she announces to her whole class and teacher that she's going to kill everyone she hates before she leaves. She got suspended, but came back to go one her little "killing spree". First she decked some chick in the back of the head for making fun of her friend, then she came and started to yell at me, I wasn't paying attention and then the fucking cops came. they tell her she's under arrest and she runs out of the school screaming and yelling, the try to cuff her buts she's fighting them back. They pinned her on the ground and finally cuffed her, when she got up she started headbutting all the cops and they were trying to put her in the car and she headbutted the door and shit. They put her in the car and she fucking put her head through the window. They got her out of the car, cuffed her ankles and an ambulence took her to the fucking mental institution. Currently I'm failing all my classes except math because I think all the work is stupid so I dont do it. At the start of the semester I had the highest mark out of everyone taking art in the whole school (98%), and now I have 45% because all the work we have to do is fucking retarded and I refuse to do it. I'm gonna try to get my marks up because I dont want to go to summer school, but I only have 4 weeks to do it, which is fucking hurting. Well, I dont feel like writing anymore, peace.
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[24 Sep 2004|06:25pm]
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[09 Sep 2004|06:04pm]

Well, schools started. Obviously. I'm making a lot of money know. But I'm moving in with Norm for a while. He's fucking sexy. I love him. lol

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[01 Sep 2004|05:20pm]
Well, I don't have any money. I can't afford to pay rent anymore. I can't afford food. I can't afford anything. No one's buy anything that I need to sell. I have heroin, coke, acid, amphetamine, and pcp that I really want to get rid of. But no one wants to buy it. People only buy pot, ecstacy, hash, oil and vicodin. And I don't even like selling pot or vicodin because I use both. But anyway, I'm not making any money. So I called my mom. I asked her if she would take me in for a few weeks until I get some money. I called, I asked, and when I was done saying what I had to say, she hung up. I tried calling back a few times. She didn't answer. So then I called my dad. All he said is 'No, I don't want you here" and then hung up. I've attempted suicide a few times now. I just feel like I don't even want to live anymore. Everything is so fucking hard. I'm 16, most 16 year olds still have everything handed to them by their parents. I have to do everything by myself. I have to make my own money, buy my own clothes, buy my own food. Everything. People used to buy everything off me. I don't know why they fucking stoped. Like fucking 80% of the people I sell to want pot. I have some of the best pot in town. But people aren't buying off me anymore. I need money fast and I don't know how I'm going to get it.
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[29 Aug 2004|04:30pm]
Yeah, I know you're all jealous of my new layout.

Don't deny it.

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